Where did it all go?

It's funny how I ignore the ones that love me, and pay endless attention to the one's who don't.

I'm clinging on to something I know won't last.
Hoping, praying, it will.

But what's the point?

He's fading.
Slipping.
No longer part of me.
He's like a memory now.
Instead of a miracle.

Where did it all go?
The love, the laughs, the happiness?

Where did you go? <?3