Facing The Truth

I hate facing the truth about my isolation, I hate convincing myself the fact that I ended up all by myself.

I hate facing the truth that you no longer love me,
Ive loved you for so long thinking that someday you will feel the same way about me again,
But no, you will never love me again, Im just someone you enjoy talking to, Im just like any other ordinary person out there for you.

You know I loved you all along for so long, yet you stopped caring about me and you used me for your own convenience, you used me for your own entertainment not even caring about my feelings anymore.
Once, you promised me forever love, promised me you would never leave me, promised me you would always be beside me.

Once, I was everything to you, your world would spin around me, I remember those days, when even the smallest little details would mean so much to you, when you used to tell me you love me and kiss me before going to sleep.

I remember those days, when we locked our love and promised each other to be together forever,
I remember those days where I could see myself in the reflection of your eyes, those eyes that would shine only when you smiled at me.

Nowadays is so hard for me to face reality, to believe that you will never love me again, its so hard to convince myself that you will never be beside me again and that you dont ever want to see me in your life.