Cry with me

You saw my smile
You saw my laugh
Not once you saw
My brittle heart

You saw my joy
You watched me be
Not once you saw
My crying plea

You saw my eyes
so many times
But You missed
The tears inside

You never saw
My agony
Ever ignoring
My misery

Were you pretending
Not to see
This anguish
That stirs in me

God if you really do exist
why have you deserted me?