I really hate it when my effort is taking for granted. He can't understand how it hurts me when he no longer know how to value my importance just because he knew he always have my existence. But now, I am too exhausted for he is too blind and numb not to realize that I am doing everything just to prolong this forced relationship. Now I'm asking myself...am I inconsiderate pathetic? or he is just a total stupid to make me feel worthless? :-(
