I Have no Say

Why is it just so hard
I fail to understand
For we should be together
Just like our love was planned

I try to let it go
But I cannot make it through
For every time I try and think
My thoughts come back to you

Because in this space
Inside my head
I feel as though
The love is dead
But I know its not
I'm just confused

Because I know in the end
it's you who must choose

A life of love and caring bliss
Or a worthless, thoughtless, empty kiss

It doesn't seem that hard
Why can you just not choose
Cause right now its not worth it
your just being used

But I will always be there
Cause with my heart I must abide
It is you, not me,
who gets to decide

- J.Mans -