I sit here in my cold dark room!!

I sit here in my cold dark room.
i ask my self why me just why me?
while the bleed flows down my arm i think of how
my cold dark room is just like your heart cold and dark,
i ask god pls help me through this before i leave this earth.
love hurts so i hurt myself to feel the pain
makes me smile knowing that one day you will hurt the way i do,
i sit in the dark alone i think of you and how much pain you gave me.