As Though It Were Yesterday

May fifteenth two thousand and eight
No matter what I do
I cannot seem to erase that date
It should not be like this after all this time
But my mind refuses to let go
Seriously sometimes it does not even feel as though it is mine
All the things you said still seem to etched in my heart
Even though now knowing that you never meant them tears me apart
You were so sweet, attentive and undeniably sincere
Maybe that is why it took me so long to recover when you suddenly decided to disappear
How could you have done something so cruel?
Why was I the one that you thought you would take for a fool?
I love you even now regardless of all the lies
I seem to forget all my bent up hatred whenever I picture those beautiful blue eyes
Cannot stop falling apart however much time has passed
What is the point of wasting all my energy on a relationship that was never going to last
Even though you made it clear how you felt by walking away
I still cannot stop how I feel regardless of what I might say.