This Distance

When did things go so wrong?
This distance between us is killing me.
The air around me is suffocating,
So hard for me to breathe.

I don't understand these feelings,
A thousand knives stab into my heart.
I swear to you that I will always be here,
Never will I let us part.

It's this broken sensation,
Feeling lost and unaware.
I have always known,
Your the half to make me pair.

I know I have let you down,
Broken you into shards.
Beaten you into the ground,
It kills me to see you so worn.

I know its all my fault,
And in the end maybe I am always wrong.
I just want to wrap you in my arms,
Why does this distance have to be so long.

I will love you forever,
But then forever still isn't enough.
Just keep holding on,
I know these times can be so tough.

Try to keep on smiling,
Hold onto what is good.
Never forget that I love you,
As I promise I would.