Reality Drowned by Fantasy

I make myself believe
That dreams do exist
And if you wish
It would be granted with a swish

But life turned out against
Now dreams seems hard to face
I walk inside and believe
But now I'm seeking for relief

I journeyed time to time
Without even thinking that it can fly
Seems like my time is finally up
And what I'll do is to wake up

The world of make believe
Where I'd like to pave
My way and my destiny
But unlikely it can make me really merry

I'm an impostor, I can be
And that's to say in reality
The truths I hid and the lies I live
Is killing me easily

The life I live can also be
Reality drowned by fantasy
I opened my eyes and then I see
Reality can't be my fantasy