I drifted in and out
Leaving people, leaving my place,
Is this reality or just my mind, playing tricks on me?
Am I looking backward or forward?
There I stood on the edge of my life
Should I throw myself in darkness or light?
No way to turn back now
I stood there clutching a knife
Is this the end of life?
What an atrocious nightmare, it was!!
I looked around in astonishment
Fear crept over my nerves
The coldness, the disturbance made my body tremble
I couldn't figure out what those illusions meant
Was it death or beginning of new life?
Should I cry or accept the fact
I'm no longer living, so am I about to enter new life?
I never liked my old life, neither this one
Darkness begins to appear in my life
Loneliness filled the emptiness deep within my heart
This how I feel, disgraced, lonely and ripped apart.
