Was it all just a lie?

(My native language isn't English. The grammar and spelling won't be perfect, but feel free to correct me!)

I'm shaking,
simply breaking,
why are you making
me sad,
cause you're always so mad?

Can't you just stop?
Now, before I hurry to give up.

Remember when you swore,
you wont hurt me no more?

Have you already forgotten it all?
It's like talking to a wall,
talking to you.
I guess nothing you said was ever true.

Maybe it was all just a lie,
I tell myself,
looking up in the sky.