Insensate

No feeling
Only selfish recognition
Barren moments of lust
Satiating your fears

Closeness
Feelings
Inevitable pain
Exhaustion

Jaded views of how it all could end

No feelings
Translating to no loyalty
Erasing all points
Destroying us

Transforming me
Returning me
Back to the arms of detachment
Where my heart is safe

Because it doesn't exist