Fatal Mistakes

Won''t you please explain
What's the point in living
When all that I can feel
Is pain so unforgiving

For every smile
I force myself to make
It causes me
Hours of heartache

Why don't you understand
The pain you make me feel
Leaving me cold inside
My heart I let you steal

I gave you everything
But from me you took more
Now you leave me lying here
Shattered, broken on the floor

I lived with the hope that
Maybe in time
You would eventually
Want to be mine

I know that my love
You'll never return
Now to live alone
I will have to learn

But even as your best friend
I have now been replaced
So that now my mouth is filled
With that bittersweet taste

I gave up my life for you
But I'm finally awake
I now have the retrospect
To see my fatal mistake