I want someone to chase after me for once.

I'm so tired of trying to catch someone that doesn't even want to be caught. It's f-cking pointless. I want to know what it feels like to have someone like me as much as I like them. To treat someone like complete sh-t, yet they still continue to stick around since they care about me so much. Have them wait for my calls all night rather than the other way around. But no, I'm always the one chasing after those that clearly don't deserve me.

*Rate. please?