A feeling I can't fight,
These tears not shed in light,
Will I win this race?
In this place I call home,
I feel deserted and alone,
I try so hard just to sleep,
But soon enough the sun will creep,
Through my window into my eyes,
While all I can do is stare out side,
I'm stuck inside and can't get out,
Now my soul is filled with doubt,
I hate the people I love most,
My morbid thoughts scare me the most.