When I close my eyes, I see what was then,
I'd give anything to go back again.
To fix what happened, to bring you back to me,
I guess losing you created who I was meant to be.
Plans, hopes, ideas, and dreams,
When I got the news, tears ran down my face in streams.
The scars losing you left on me,
They were scars only I could see.
When I close my eyes, I see what now is,
I'd give anything to be able to change all of this.
I hate how now losing two feels,
Something I question will ever heal.
What did I do, what went wrong?
I can't hide it, I can't stay strong.
It's my fault, I'm sure of this,
Never forget that you are both dearly missed.
When I close my eyes, I see what will be,
It will happen again, just wait and see.
To continue trying seems full of pain,
Another loss is not something I wish to gain.
