Issues

I never had to feel pain,
not like this,
this is soo unreal,
i cant grasp reality at all,
all i can get in darkness around me.

when ever it rains it pours, then a rainbow appears,
but it never does appear,
all i feel is despair sorrow,
they never see the bruises nor the scars

never physical, but emotional,
no way too pull away,
this issues are unbearable,
just all alone,
never too be loved...