Goodbye my angel

What calamity it was to say my final good byes to you
the pain i felt in my heart was so unbearable something died inside of me that instant.
i thought i was just having a nightmare,that i was going to wake up from.

i never got to hold you in my arms
i never got to know the most precious person that in my womb i carried for nine months
i longed to meet you
but you wer taken from me three days before you were born.

i do not have anymore tears left in me
i feel weary,hopeless and helpless
the pain that has been inflicted in my body and mind is immasuarable.
i can not take a breath
its like i am suffocating

goodbye my angel
much love