As i swallow the lump in my chest i begin to choke of thoughts of you,
sucking down ashes of sympathy needles sticking into me as i breath,
what is the reason for your distant heart,
are you afraid to let me down and disappoint me or are you just to scared to fly away.
the walls tumble down on my aching soul knives of hurt stick deep into my heart blood flows down at your feet, can you not see the blood shed (that is me)
am i just a plaque of your selfish soul am i so easy just to dismiss do i make your lonely heart bleed?
push away the sweet visions of heaven and crawl away with me into this crimson hell,
forever inside our truth and lies,
clutching golden pistols of sweet redemption praying to god to make us bleed again,
trapped and lost into a pit of sin crying out for our blood to be spilled,
We are dead inside our misery calling out to bleed again!!
