I remember. Do you???

I remember everything about that night.
I remember how it felt.
I remember how I tried to fight.

I remember how I wanted to be free.
I remember how you slapped my face.
I remember how you spoke to me.

I remember how you kept telling me I wanted this.
I remember how you ran your hand up my side.
I remember your disgusting kiss.

I remember how you sounded with your groaning.
I remember how you covered my mouth.
I remember your how you were moaning.

I remember how it felt when you were done and you dropped.
I remember how you kept pushing your fingers in.
I remember how I begged you to stop.

I don't wanna be this way.
Your look, your smell and the look in your eyes while you were enjoying yourself with my helpless body.
I just want all of this too go away.

You have hurt me made me look at every man the same.
You have made me not want to trust.
You are the one to blame.

One day I know one day you will pay
I'm done crying I'm threw with letting you control my life from what you did too me.
For doing me this way.