Memories

The memories I want to hold
are the memories my mind lets go
To keep room for all my mistakes

My mind is not my own
I've never had control
I'm trapped in decisions I don't make

My heart gets heavier day by day
and all the words I wish I could say
so many risks I just won't take

All the wrong choices come flooding in
My head is on continuous spin
I just want rid of this for God's sake