The more he pushed forward trying to mask his true feelings for her the more he began to feel his grip on the world slipping away , he found himself becoming shut off from everyone and everything because his mind was focused on one thing and one thing only , her , she filled his every waking thought and the more he tried to fight it the more he would think of her , he would wonder what it is that she is doing now and what she was thinking , he would wonder if the thought of him had even crossed her mind , he would go insane tiring to think of new and far-out reasons to text her just so he could get some kind of interaction , and because of this he would push his body beyond its limits because his mind wouldn't feel the pain , all thought he had was on her , he couldn't sleep , he couldn't eat and at times he felt as if he couldn't breathe.
At times he often found himself submerged deep in thought of her , Thinking of everything from her soft delicate skin to her luscious tender lips , thoughts of her laughter would fill him with joy and wonder , images of her pure soul filled eyes would raise his spirits from the depth's of the abyss in which in they lay dormant. He often dreamt of her too , dreams in which the two of them would be running free through field's of daisy's laughing together with not a care in the world , dreams of the two of them laying in soft warm bed together , him with his arm lazily laying upon her chest while her head lay on his listening to the soft beat of his heart , all the time knowing she was safe and no harm would ever befall her , Dreams of his lips trembling as she approached him for the most intimate of kisses and whispering in his ear "I love you" , Dreams where he would tell her that she was his world and he would give it to her if he could.
