Daddy I hope your listening

Its another cold windy day, but i cant feel it. Let me just say its a ordinary way of my remembering, i come to a slow pace as i glide past where i witnessed u last lying, imagining u staring out waving, thats all we have left, isn't it. Its been a while now but tho I'm trying to understand how my sister does it each and everyday walking pass so close to where your life was claimed! She has to be one of the bravest to hold in deep the feeling of the knees shaking each time we get close enough for it all to replay. I hate u for what u didn't do to be saved, but i love u n miss u daddy, is what I'm really trying to say!