I see the pain that lyes deep within, I know about the nights sitting alone hoping and praying for better is when u really just want to be left all alone, those memories that melt up the tears that were once hidden in that frozen forgot about black hole, I know how it feels to lean back and dream about the impossible, or want what u cant have. I see the fear in your glazed eyes when subjects that u try to ignore come about, those times when your hearts pounds so fast it almost seems like u can hear every freaking beat. Thats probably when u feel like your to weak to keep going, thats probably when u feel like u have failed a mission God chose u to defeat, telling yourself "i had enough, this job just isn't set out for me", strength is everything, but u have to know how to keep it strong. I have been told I'm the strongest of most, but reality is, "I'M NO HOST", during these times of lost hope or over come emotions, isn't it just amazing how u can sit down and let the flow spill out of your entire soul, trust me I know because this is what I do, this is what I go through daily, and this is what we call life "brings me", but I shall still loss no hope.. because I have my heart to keep me on note when I fall off tone.. Of my sweet soft rhythm of alone-some..
