I might look happy out side
I might look I'm thrilled out side
I might look like i don't care out side
I might look like I'm in love
You will never know what goes inside me
My life is upside down
I'm living a sorrow life
I'm living the hard life
I pray every now and then
I always think that one day I will be okay
The pain I'm going through i'll never compare with anything
You will never cheer me up
You will never understand me
What have I done?
Why should I live like this?
I will never be happy
Every night i pray that the sun must not come up
I wish I could just sleep and never wake up
God forgive me i'ts just how I feel
I always look happy
I always understand
I always know it's just a life
But is very painful
It hurts to live like this
