I wonder if anybody would notice my disapperance,
would they feel empty? The way I feel now.
Would they wonder why? or would I just be a last thought?
Do they see the blank expression in me eyes?
Can they not see past the lies?
My tears are starting to fall...I 'm losing myself again.
The demon is coming back. I'm scared.
I crave the blade, I need it,
Like an alcoholic needs alcohol.
To feel its sweet caress against my skin,
Soft as a feathers touch.
If only they knew,
If only they could see.
That tonight i will take my last breath,
I will no longer be.
Tonight I will whisper my goodbyes,
I will send them off into the night sky.
I shall not leave a note explaining why,
For that would just leave them looking for answers.
So to my friends and family...I'm sorry,
I don't mean to cause sorrow.
But without me here,
everything will get better, just wait and see.
