The drowing pain

Rain, rain, rain make the pain go away...
because of you the tears must stay.
but they never seem to turn to shame.
my love for you is still the same and will never change.
you hold the key to my heart,
and because of that...I wish you won't depart.
Sometimes fighting for the reasons i love you,
is like drowning in a sea of emotions,
not able to breath.
every tear i held back over the year
have appeared leaving my face damp with
red streaks upon my cheek.
i can't do it
these sobs are making me weak.