Living a lie

Do you ever think about me?
Am I still what your eyes see?
Every day you still live in my mind
No matter how much I try to put you behind.

Do you ever reminisce?
The times when everything was bliss
I really should be over you
I really don't know what to do.

Do you have a fond memory of me?
I have this specific memory
When I fixed ur heels with my gum
Now I try to forget everything with rhum.

Do you still tell your friends about me?
I really love how proud you used to introduce me
It just sunk in my stubborn head
Every great things you've said.

Why did we let this happen?
The longer I deny, the pain feels sharpened
I know that we are stronger than this
I'm tired of pretending you didn't exist!

It's so hard to keep passing the time
When I still think the days when you were mine
I should've just turned off my pride
Rather than suppressed the feelings I hide.

Do you know I still love you?
Please hold my hand again to get this through
I wanna stop living this big lie
Because I know now that my love for you won't just DIE!