Love Unacknowledged

My heart flutters an epitome of affection cast awry,
I can't help but recognize every divine aspect brought forth upon your presence,
Thoughts pondering throughout the mind in such a profound manner,
Driving me half past insane,

Seeping through brittle veins deeper than any poison constricting my soul,
Producing a high greater than any pharmaceutical tablet or herb can induce,
Inhabiting your presence,
An aura of indulgence taken in leaves a heart stricken with sorrow,

However, basking within the shadows of each shallow attribute perceived,
An unearthly tone of questions arise from the depths of an abyss long blown away,
Incapable of ever being circumcised to your expectations,

I weep lustful songs of sorrow,
Despairingly I sulk beneath the skies seeking for the cloud edged with the silver lining,
Awaiting for the prerogative to initiate any form of requisition possible,
Hoping this bird will spread its wings and fly,
My hopes are in doubt,

Hopes are just a mere inhabitant of your dreams,
Dreams are mere figments of your imagination,
However, you are not a figment of my imagination,
This feels better than any hallucination,

Tormenting this retched soul from the inside out,
Perhaps there will be a way to conjure up the audacity to come forth one day,
Gradually my fractured wings are mending together,
Synchronizing every emotion ever felt for you taking me higher than I've ever been before,

It's not a want it's a necessity,
I'm feening for my fix,
Cause baby your my latest addiction and I'm sick of suffering though withdrawal..

My heart yearns for that everlasting euphoria not even my last line could provide...