Sober Reflection

Time they say heals
Though not yours
Its been yonks now
And your heart still bleeds
It bleeds so hard
It swims freely in the pool it has made
You grieve so much over your actions
Penitence has eaten deep into your soul
How can you pay off your debt?
Or that a deep sleep falls upon you
Till you wake to a new life
Or that you may obfuscate the past
If only life had an eraser
For this cause
You would obliterate memories of your wickedness
You treated her so unfairly
Should not have hit her so badly
That fateful day
You wore the devil's garment
Its over now!
She's gone to yonder
Why? How do you live in this same flesh?
The same that killed your urbane wife
Its injustice for you to live
Its better that you die and rot
And die and burn
That is the penance you have to pay
Even then justice is still not meted
Surely, you are a heartless entity
~ Composed by PhadaOfficial