Oh When Will The Lord Stop Loving Me?

When will the lord stop loving me?
When will he stop the pain?
When will he stop the anger
thats been growing in my vains?

When will he take me?
When will it all end?
Maybe he will claim me
when theres nothing left to defend.

When will he find me?
When will I go?
When will he take my hand
and finally lead me home?

When will he see me?
When will he lay me down?
When will he let go
and finally let me drown?

When will he leave me
with tears in his eyes?
When will he leave me alone
and just let me die?

I know it's bad to have these thoughts,
but it's for good reason you see,
because for everone else,
life is just better without me.