What can i do?
to smile is the only thing i can do
I know i'm being silly most of the times
and i want to say sorry for those times
i'm not like the other girls
who has the thing that they call guts
i know i'm not lacking of that
i just don't want to use that
respect is what i'm thinking
because i know that u are deserving
so i need my feelings to be set aside
since i know that really can't be
i just realizedthat this is hard to write this poem
hidding my feelings for whom
i don't want to give name
because i still have a shame
and i'm expecting nothing
from the very beginning
i know u are not numb
and not even a dumb
i know u knew i have something
see how am i hidding?
i still don't want to use those words
even if i'm running out of words
i know this is childish
but i hope u don't think this is rubbish
i wish we can spend time
but i know that is impossible
i wish we have more time
but that is also unfeasible
before everyone else
i want to be the first to tell u goobye
thank u for everything that u shared
even for the smallest thing u did
i can still remember vividlythat first day
when u sat in front of me and stared,that's the beginning and reason of this poem is made.
