I think i should let things go on and leave everything as it is...
i must face the reality that we can no longer have each other again...
he said he love me and so as i do love him too..
but things becomes so complicated...
i tested if he really loves me, but it end up to our first quarrel..
we are not girlfriend-boyfriend yet...
but i think this first will never end...
but i just hope he start the first move to approach me..
but to take note that i apologized for my mistake was enough,
coz this is the first time i lower my pride...
i admit i should not tested him..
but who can blame me if i feel like doing so?
i just want to be careful of my feelings and get no pains,
but why am i feeling this even we are just friends?
i guess its over..
and i will never be okay..
**sniff**
