All I wanted... I am sorry

Everything fades
Just like a bubble floating in the air.
If only I knew it.. If only.. :(
I shouldn't have been telling it.. If only.
But things won't work out right
It's time we have to go.

I made a mistake
Without me knowing til' the end
As far as I want you to stay,
My mind saying otherwise for I had hurted you
The way I didn't know you should be.

I'm sorry for causing this pain
Which lead us to separate.
If only...

Pain is inevitable
But suffering is a choice.
Love is everywhere
Yet coupled with hate like insane.

Losing is part of life,
Like a game.
Either you cheat or be cheated,
It's just the same.

I give my piece
And throw my pride
You just ignored
And let it crashed.

Now that you decided things which should we doing
I'll respect it but can't hide that I am hurting.
I'd tried to explain deeply in my voice of reason
But still end in to something which I wouldn't say you will hold on.
~I'm sorry