Perfect Secret

I love you and you love me
why are we not together?
You out of anyone should know better...

You played your games
you had your fun
But when we began to get serious
you decided to run?

How did you look me in my eyes
and tell me you love me?
I know its what I wanted to hear
but it may not have been what you wanted to say

I am afraid to ask you
if I really meant anything?
or was this just your way of making me happy

I should not of told you how i felt
it could of been my perfect secret