It's like i'm in a daze
That doesn't fade
I cant escape the apin
for all it does is make me crave
the sight of the blade
is all i need to stay sane
i want to quit
but the journey just seems so thick
if it wouldnt have happened
then i would't be so unhappy
just to think
it can happen in a blink
i was so young
i was so dumb
if i wouldnt have taken them all
if i wouldnt have swallowedd
it wouldnt be so hard
it would be so different
