Fallen in Madness

Ive fallen in the dark.
It called me ,it attracted me with its warmth.
But as soon as I let go of light
Darkness pulled me in like swamp.
I cant find a way out .

Everything around me is cold and pitchblack.
Every part of my body itches
as im covered with nettles.
Only thing I can hear are lost souls
cryng with me as im fallin´ apart.

Every second here I waste on regretting past,
Every hurtful moment I just want to give up.
All this darkness,all this pain,
It has drived me insane!

I just know that I am the one blamed.
Ive always been a black sheep among white.
Guess I deserved to fall as a scrap.
Guess I was wrong
thinking I can be myself without being rejected.

Im joke, Im just silly moment in your life,
some freak tryng to be fun...
Being forgotten somewhere near,
yet somewhere really far.
Waiting, just waiting someone to pull me out.