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by Beautiful Chaos Jan 5, 2012 category : Life, society / other
Sometimes it feels like this skin isn't mine It's too soft Too vulnerable Almost alien It is somewhat intoxicating New But the old still lingers Hungry, angry Balance, some days Seems impossible Or maybe even is But I try I try to love this person I don't know That I am unsure of Because her smile reassures me And happiness has finally started living in her eyes again I try to keep her from the edge Thoughts of self destruction The thick skin that felt so familiar The sadness that lived in her eyes Comfort in the pain she knew It was easy to just disappear Sink into the darkness Drunk on the melancholy wine that is easily squeezed from life Maybe then, that was necessary Maybe I'll grow to like this new skin Maybe I'll learn to trust it But I'll still be hungry But maybe not so angry