I Feel....

I feel like a prisoner inside my own head, who is screaming to be heard and set free.

I feel, just as the seasons change, and fall turns to winter, each day is being filled with more darkness than light.

I feel like I am not living anymore. I am going through each day, barely completing what is expected of me. A thick fog is surrounding me, suffocating me, as I feel an overwhelming heaviness lay over my chest and I struggle to breathe.

I feel empty, alone, afraid. I am slowly drowning on the darkness of this univiting existance.

I feel desperation. Desperation to feel what I did not so long ago. To feel something that most take for granted. I want to feel happy and at ease in my surroundings and with the people I love so truly once more.

I want to be set free again! Free from this captive, who has me cornered and has been breaking me down, little by little. Attempting to destroy the last few emotions I can still feel lingering in the darkness deep within me, as I am struggling to hold on to them.

I can feel my mind and body growing tired and losing stregnth, but I WILL NOT give up!

I will fight until I am at peace again.