The Truth

It's like he was meant for me,
Our son is almost here,
I'm afraid of his question,
"Where is daddy?, mommy",
I try to think,
Think of an answer,
All i can do,
Is tell him the truth,
"With his other family baby.",
It kills me,
To know,
I will have to tell him one day,
"He left us a long time ago to be with them.",
I try to hold my piece,
I become so angry at how he left us,
He will never get to see him,
Grow up, take his first step, say his first word,
It makes me sick to think HE,
He is with another woman instead of his own son,
I feel so afraid sometimes.,
To even wonder if he cares.....

By:Brittany Mackey