Alone

The messages i have in my head it doesn't feel real
So many lies i have committed so many hearts i have torn
What is it that creates such desperation?
Always using those i always needed
pushing all souls i have ever known
don't become a foul like this soul
never tried for the wonders
always kept my head in a bucket of sand.
Didn't try to show my self only knew how it felt
to sit all alone on the park ground
yelling making all other friends run afraid
look at me as if i was insane.