Homeless

I was shattered for a long time between love and hate
Until I decided finally to give up for something known as fate
To show me the way where I can heal my wounds
To give me the place where I can kill my rudeness
Cause I led my heart to be lost in a desert of pain
Now, how much we pray for just a one drop of rain
It seems there's no other way to face its destiny
Injuries have overloaded it playing like a melodic symphony
I feel guilty for everything I've done wrong with my heart
For letting my feelings lost in the midway until I fell apart
For giving up to my despair that took all my dreams away
I could never knew that my deeds were leading me for that day
When I'm screaming loud but no one there to hear me
Will I ever cross this line, will I ever be free ?!!
Cause I'm really longing to get back to my origin land
To my home where I can only find this mercy hand
Where I can seize my hope again with such a human face
Holding on my fast steps for a dream to win this race
Of a life full of traps, full of dreadful passing trains
One of them will bring me home, never think about its lanes