My life was lie
People take advantage
For their sake not mine
People pretended
But I know pretending.
I was just presence
Always as whom I am
But that was never good enough.
I was nothing but dirt to him
Nothing I do will ever change that
But all that I fear most is for my Ma
I pray tonight
Ma is not given up
In hope nor in living
In this strange new world
I am not myself
I'm faded into someone else
But followed by my shadows
Yet, My dignity is taken
My name is taken.
My family all taken away
Disgrace to family
Viewed shame
So many honors let down
Yet you make me so sick
You never gave me a chance
You knew since the beginning.
They'd take my life.
Yet, you never said a single word
How could live with yourself
Knowing I am here
Late nights, strange men
Wake me, today
I had enough of this torcher
I've seen so many awful things
I finally know the real world
Nothing to live for
Nothing's left
No one to trust
A journey ended my way
I wish to wake up now
This must be a dream
It has to be
I pray tonight
I'll finally wake up tomorrow
