One wall is red the last one was white the smell in the air Is Chanel as I pin my hair up just right a distance voice is calling round two on the horizon I put my phone down as I set it on silent I slide my finger tips across the marble table doing what I can to avoid the mirror when will I tell you never if I can avoid it I mean it is his best friend and we did kinda enjoy it never feel ashamed is what infidelity says never think of the one u love when ur layed up in his bed I promise this the last time and then I quite but what if I cut it off he might just throw a fit run back to all his friends and say what we did it would surely get back to him ... And than that's it
S**T!!
Should of said no when u asked to hit Ur company was something I needed and ur looks I could no longer resist ur voice was soothing it just left me limp next thing i new it my legs were spread and I was left speechless
One night turned to weeks as those turned to months just became a fearless crush sexing in public places cars parks not giving a f**k not caring who we hurt or what it might cost losing every bit of trust but knowing enough was never enough gave me even more reason to keep u hiding just to get that fill of lust
Stuck is were u left me how am I to walk away I need to keep u silent without losing everything ... S**T I have to come clean in hopes he will forgive me I should have never let u hit should have never hurt my Baby
