For a second i was focused on me
in till u appeared like cold stone flesh
shutting down ever bite of sanity a female needs
to keep from going crazy
rearranging my future to find away to make u and me a we any possible way just to say he is my "baby" just to feed my hunger of never being lonely just to walk with my head held high singing i got somebody .... somebody?
who i dont no
putting him on a pedestal have him walk next to me as my obsession glows not even thinking he could be mental having issues on top of issues that could be shown back of my head beating
"would that make u go"
only drives my interest to no more an more an more to end up having my s**t at ur door ..... clothes in ur drawers ..... laying my head on a pillow that use to be urs to us having sayings like i love u forever more ...
in till the day tears hit the floor and fights became storms were walking past each other without words was the norm to that finally devastation when she walked threw the door to have my sanity return to hear u say i think u should go crumbing to the fact im no longer the one u own to hating myself for not crushing ur bones to realizing i was never the one he owned
makes me smile the day i hear ur ring tone click deny just to no ur sick to ur stomach with the b***h u choose
