Puppet

Every night lived another lie
every night made another lie
broke your heart to many times
let the addiction control my
mind lost all faith tore my hate
ate away at my life
made me forget why i was here
never did i want to be here
and i really dont see why
i made the hateful lie
and broke any bond we ever had
sitting in the corner crying all night
having you on my mind as i cry
fell into the habits of hell
let the devil control my limbs
gave all power to him alone
left all the good that i ever known
made to many mistakes to forget the pain
regretting every moment of it
so i am soory for the lies
and i am truly sorry for the lost
i have caused you when i was gone
everyday i shall pray and maybe
once again it will be forgave.