Why me

Do u know what it feels like to be left behind?
loosing everyone around you in such a little time
its hard to hide behind this frown,when inside your on verge of a breakdown
ive lost everyone that meant the world to me all that is left is memories
You have no idea how badly I want you back.
but you left me in the past
The pain of losing them will never go away.
I'm tired of feeling like this everyday.

I feel like I no longer belong.
I fake my happiness to show nothing's wrong.
I try not to worry but its going through life knowing nothing ever lasts

don't know if your reading this but this is to ashleigh my old best friend