Despair

Loneliness is the worst feeling in the world.
You try to be happy and live your life.
Everything you do makes it worse.
You lose weight, color you hair, nothing changes.
Emptiness is in your eyes, sadness in your heart.
You are ready to leave your old life behind.
The existence of you is nothing but lie after lie.
No one knows the real you, the awful person inside.
On the outside, it is smiles and sweetness.
In the inside, it is hate and despair.
You bite your tongue for fear of rejection.
Knowing that if you speak up, confrontation will ensue.
The words you hold inside for others are not kind.
The real feelings you have would crush them.