Sitting on a pile of nothingness,
with your face running through my head,
pain turns into dark bitterness,
as every tear starts to refuse to shed,
wanting the pain to forever go away,
but there is no solution for the love i have,
it's deeper then anything i could ever say,
and it still makes me overwhelmingly sad,
the thoughts of you holding me,
make me miss you more then anything else,
when it comes so hard to breath,
there's no one in my life but yourself,
i know crying wont help,
but its not healthy for me to stay plain,
this is how i've always felt,
and so i learned to cry out my pain
