I lay at night looking at my phone,
Hoping that the screen will light up and sing that sudden tone,
My eyes watch the time slowly go by,
As I'm wondering why I feel like I'm going to cry,
I then realize its already midnight,
And the hope that you would call seems out of site,
Oh why must there be tears in my eyes,
Is it because I see all of the lies?
I then start to wonder if you have found someone else to take my spot,
Talking like we use to all night, that we did a lot,
I think that gets me the most,
Knowing that I've turned into a ghost,
Those thoughts of knowing you would call me each night,
Made my heart grow happy with might,
I felt loved and cared for,
Now i feel lost in unforgiving war,
You might feel perfectly fine going to bed each night,
But just remember the one that loves you will be at home ticking like a bomb ready to ignite.
